Lately, things have started to work out for me; work still sucks but my supervisor is easier to handle now than before; home life has been great; I'm also starting to reconnect with my long-lost friends; And a new gadget is (still miles away) about to be mine.
Actually, I don't know what to write. Argh! The reason why I have this blog is because I want to use this cool template that looks like Facebook. I don't have the motivation to write yet. Maybe soon. And... I also want to have my own web address, my own dotcom. I think it's cool to own one. Anyone who wants to give it as a Christmas gift? :)
To those who visited my Tumblr, thank you. And I'm sorry for not updating it often. I've been struggling with my schedule at work. Sometimes when I'm at home, I prefer to sleep or watch tv series than to open my laptop and work on blogging. Why am I so lazy to blog?!
Ahh, I'll stop now. Non-sense entry. Sorry. Hahahahahaha!
Sunday, November 28, 2010
To A New Beginning
Originally posted: February 20, 2010.
I have been counting days, nights, but it doesn’t seem to end. All the longing, the bitterness, the what-ifs and what-could-have-been’s can’t be easily dismissed. A year’s worth of whatever you may call that, isn’t easy to put to waste, and you’re not that easy to forget…
I’ve thrown myself into believing every deceit and lie you’ve brought, but it didn’t matter to me. Why? I don’t know. I’ve kept my hopes high, which I shouldn’t have. Then I realized that in our world, we don’t cling on false hopes, never expect too much and never let the cheap thrills of attraction cloud our judgments. I was gullible, but I wasn’t stupid.
You may have caused me pain, but it’s on me. Whatever it is I’ve put myself through, it’s on me. If you’ve decided to go your way, then it’s time for me to find my own. But I’ll never forget whatever it is we had, or if it meant anything to you. I know it wasn’t that big a deal for you, and likewise, I shouldn’t make a deal out of it.
I’m a work in progress, whatever it is I still have to go through, I’ll get there… in time. This is me letting go. Time heals, and forgives. It may not be now, but soon we’ll get there.
Had I known things will turn out that way, I shouldn’t have made myself vulnerable. I never should have told you things, and most of all, I never should have given you my trust. But this is a learning process for me. “We love, we get hurt, and we hurt others in return”.
Then again, I count for days and nights, pretending everything’s okay, as if you’re just a figment of my imagination that lingers me in solitude. I’m looking forward to the day that I’ll have to stop counting and reminiscing. When that day comes, that I find someone new, you’ll just be a part of yesterday, who never made it to my future…
I have been counting days, nights, but it doesn’t seem to end. All the longing, the bitterness, the what-ifs and what-could-have-been’s can’t be easily dismissed. A year’s worth of whatever you may call that, isn’t easy to put to waste, and you’re not that easy to forget…
I’ve thrown myself into believing every deceit and lie you’ve brought, but it didn’t matter to me. Why? I don’t know. I’ve kept my hopes high, which I shouldn’t have. Then I realized that in our world, we don’t cling on false hopes, never expect too much and never let the cheap thrills of attraction cloud our judgments. I was gullible, but I wasn’t stupid.
You may have caused me pain, but it’s on me. Whatever it is I’ve put myself through, it’s on me. If you’ve decided to go your way, then it’s time for me to find my own. But I’ll never forget whatever it is we had, or if it meant anything to you. I know it wasn’t that big a deal for you, and likewise, I shouldn’t make a deal out of it.
I’m a work in progress, whatever it is I still have to go through, I’ll get there… in time. This is me letting go. Time heals, and forgives. It may not be now, but soon we’ll get there.
Had I known things will turn out that way, I shouldn’t have made myself vulnerable. I never should have told you things, and most of all, I never should have given you my trust. But this is a learning process for me. “We love, we get hurt, and we hurt others in return”.
Then again, I count for days and nights, pretending everything’s okay, as if you’re just a figment of my imagination that lingers me in solitude. I’m looking forward to the day that I’ll have to stop counting and reminiscing. When that day comes, that I find someone new, you’ll just be a part of yesterday, who never made it to my future…
Finally Ultrasn0w to Unlock iPhone 3GS / 3G on iOS 4.2.1 Completed
Few moments ago, Musclenerd has confirmed that the ultrasn0w to unlock iPhone 3GS and iPhone 3G finally got working fully on 4.2.1, so it looks that everything over there going alright, everything on schedule, which means that we will catch new version of ultrasn0w tomorrow as we mentioned before. - @geohot
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