I Don't Know Him

A couple of days ago, I had some chat with my friend over BBM...

Friend: How are you? It's been a while. Haha!
Me: I'm all good. And happier?
F: Hmmm...
M: Why? I deserve to be happy, ayt?
F: Of course. Kwento!
M: Well, let's just say someone's making me happy.
F: Ohhhh... I knew it! Is that the reason why you no longer see us?
M: No, no. I am just busy with work and stuff. But recently, I've been communicating with this guy and so far it's good.
F: Vague!
M: Haha! Coz I don't know much about him.
F: What's his name?
M: Even his name.
F: Whaaaat???
M: Yeah. And if I know his name, I won't tell it to you, I need to ask permission first.
F: I know. You're a man of your word.
M: :)
F: So, what do you know about him?
M: Just a few. Like where he lives, where he works, his addiction to cooking and reading.
F: And?
M: That's it.
F: Have you seen him?
M: No, not even his picture.
F: So what is that? How will you categorize your, should I say, relationship?
M: I don't know.
F: Ok. Just be careful.
M: I know.
F: Just enjoy the moment. Don't fall easily! I know you!
M: Nah. I've changed. I know how to love myself more.
F: That's good. 

So there. But now, I am unsure about this. He didn't text or call me last night, which he used to do for the past few days. I am afraid that he's like some other guys out there. Oh well, as what I've tweeted 5 hours ago, "I want someone who will do small, exclusive, creative efforts to make me feel loved." We'll see how far it will go.

The Year That Was

Yay! I'm blogging again. I really don't know but I lost interest in writing. I can still remember, 10 years ago, I was very motivated to write. I used to have blogspot and multiply and I didn't do cross-posting. My posts in blogspot were different from my multiply. Well, that's another story.

2010 was a roller coaster ride for me. But I never expect, that, my pamily is the most important persons in my life. Teynk you. Ay mali! Hahahahaha! See, I can't write anymore. Beep! Beep! Seryoso na... There was a point in my life where I just realized that I wasn't happy because I was not focusing on the things that should make me happy. I longed for the things that I know I can never get. As a result, I always get frustrated. I envy. Now I want change. They say to count your blessings; to focus on what you have and enjoy it. I'll try to do it. I hope I could be consistent.

I will always hope for and expect the best. If things won’t work out as I have originally hoped or expected, then I'll figure that there must be reason for it and will look to learn from the event itself. Will I ever be disappointed? Sure. But disappointments are one of the ways we learn and one of life’s ways of teaching us. When we are able to maintain a perspective of learning from all of life’s events, then we can see the value in each of our disappointments too.

And this is not just about hoping and expecting, this is a thank you note to everyone who remembered and a good learning experience that anyone who wishes to be happy should forget the things and people that make them sad and instead stick to the people that loves you and will always be there, through the good and bad. Again, one more year has passed but as I have mentioned to my friend, I think I’m not getting older, but instead, I’m getting better and better each year. Thanks again to everyone and may we all have a luckier year this 2011.

Go with the Flow

Lately, things have started to work out for me; work still sucks but my supervisor is easier to handle now than before; home life has been great; I'm also starting to reconnect with my long-lost friends; And a new gadget is (still miles away) about to be mine.

Actually, I don't know what to write. Argh! The reason why I have this blog is because I want to use this cool template that looks like Facebook. I don't have the motivation to write yet. Maybe soon. And... I also want to have my own web address, my own dotcom. I think it's cool to own one. Anyone who wants to give it as a Christmas gift? :)

To those who visited my Tumblr, thank you. And I'm sorry for not updating it often. I've been struggling with my schedule at work. Sometimes when I'm at home, I prefer to sleep or watch tv series than to open my laptop and work on blogging. Why am I so lazy to blog?!

Ahh, I'll stop now. Non-sense entry. Sorry. Hahahahahaha!